My reading this year has a different rhythm. Some year-long projects require only a few pages of reading each week, a chapter maybe. In contrast, reading for work requires bursting through backlists in a week or two. In between, some books have sprawled in that territory between lackadaisical and fevered reading habits.

The single book which has taken me longer to read than any other this year (yet) is Jón Kalman Stefánsson’s Your Absence is Darkness (Philip Roughton’s 2024 translation of the 2020 Icelandic novel).

Some evenings I would put all the other books away, determined to spend hours with it, but after twenty pages I was full. The number of notes I took could have been a novel for another, shorter-winded author. The number of searches for songs, philosophers, maps, and poets unparalleled. (One character has a playlist, with dozens of songs!) The number of times I flipped to reread a section, to confirm a relationship or a timeline detail. It all added up to an amazing (but exhausting) reading experience.

Kierkegaard emerges early in this novel, when a character, who cannot remember who he is, searches for his identity, and Kierkegaard’s The Concept of Anxiety also surfaces in Walter Mosley’s third Leonid McGill mystery.

When the Thrill Is Gone (2011) I borrowed partly because last year I read more genre fiction than I had recently and really enjoyed it—here in 2010 is some discussion about how Mosley views this question of literary/genre fiction and his idea of an umbrella to cover both terms—and partly because it’s been awhile since I finished a series. McGill has a poet’s eye in a boxer’s body, so he’s entertaining and the story’s engaging. He’s also busy making up for wrong he’s done in the past, so there’s a sense of justice percolating.

I’ve also enjoyed Mosley’s short stories and his love of New York City; Amor Towles’ debut Rules of Civility (2011) captures intersections and routes, soundscapes and views in the city, too.

Whether on the subway or in fancy restaurants, whether past or present, his characters fully inhabit NYC. (Towles’ new collection of stories is published this week, with a novella that continues the story of one of the characters from Rules,) He does pay attention to class. “It seemed like very country in the world had stamps of statesmen and motorcars. Where were the stamps of the elevator boys and hapless housewives? Of the six-story walk-ups and soured wine?” He’s no Jess Walter, but I thoroughly enjoyed his debut for some of the same reasons I loved Walter’s Beautiful Ruins.

I also love lists, like that of appropriate behaviours and ethics in the back of Rules of Civility; it reminds me of the reproduction of handwritten documents in Staci Robinson’s authorized biography Tupac Shakur, like the opening with his handwritten biography, written in ink at 18.

There are songlists too, for demos and performances, and even if you’re not into rap or music history, Robinson’s biography brings the era to life and focuses on not only Tupac’s career, but his relationship with his mother and friendships that nourished him. (He and Jada Pinkett, for instance, were best friends from the time they were teenagers. There’s a handwritten copy of a poem he wrote for her back in the day too.) The commentary on his creative process and how his perspectives changed on political issues in the face of injustice all kept me interested throughout. But you know, from the start, he’s gunned down at twenty-five.

Another book that opens with the knowledge of a death, a story told in reverse, is Cynan Jones’ Stillicide (2019) which I borrowed to read for Paula’s 2024 Dewithon. He was born near Aberaeron, Ceredigion in western Wales and this is his seventh book. Unlike the other four volumes here, Jones’ is just a couple hundred pages, but it’s structured like a prose poem, and the setting and events quickly paralysed me. In an attempt to decipher my resistance, I browsed articles online (still fresh from Stefánsson’s research project) and read somewhere that his writing triggers a response without actually exposing the trigger, and that’s just how it felt. When I finally returned and reread, I found the tone not only sometimes funny (one character’s described “like he eats a lot of kale but not because he likes it”) but even inspiring: “A silverfish under a mat. A marigold established in the crack of a kerb. The belligerent will of a thing to exist. Give Nature space, and she will take it.”

Chris Turner’s How to Be a Climate Optimist (2022) lingered in my stack for weeks. Polarising optimism and pessimism as responses to the climate crisis is fruitless; Turner wants to present a perspective he views as underrepresented in the media, but let’s focus on action. In some ways, Turner does just that. And he does locate many instances of success, for instance the growing availability of solar power systems around the globe. Something he does very well is define and simplify technical terms and information, in single-page summaries interspersed through the book. And his tone is remarkably accessible, pulling readers through anecdotes in Australia and Germany, Silicon Valley and Fort Chipewyan, so that it feels like we’re travelling alongside, gradually accumulating an understanding that it’s clearly taken him years to acquire. His teardowns of other journalists’ approaches in this field is disappointing—there’s room for a variety of perspectives to problem-solving with the climate crisis—but it’s a worthwhile read.

Margaret Renkl’s The Comfort of Crows reminds me of the importance of looking and listening; it’s a balm for the soul and my current between-time read.